NAW\u00ca TE \u00c7\u00ceYE?<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011frencim Cengiz ziyaretime geldi ge\u00e7enlerde. Nas\u0131l \u00f6zlemi\u015fiz birbirimizi. Sohbetten sonra eve s\u0131\u011famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u201cHocam, gelin \u0130stanbul\u2019a atal\u0131m kendimizi, yitelim,\u201d dedi.
\n\tAvare y\u00fcre\u011fim Cengiz\u2019in geli\u015fiyle iyice azm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7medi kendimizi Ortak\u00f6y\u2019de bulduk. Ortak\u00f6y \u015fenlik. Ortak\u00f6y bayram yeri. Ortak\u00f6y insan panay\u0131r\u0131. Orada yitebilmek i\u00e7in o c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015fe kat\u0131labilmek gerekli, g\u00f6zlem yap\u0131nca olmuyor.
\n\tBir kafeye oturup insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6zlemlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Garson bizi g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez bitti yan\u0131m\u0131zda. Cengiz\u2019le kararla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi verdik sipari\u015fimizi.
\n\t\u0130ki cheeseburger, bir bira, bir kola l\u00fctfen.\u201d
\n\tBira bana. Cengiz alkoll\u00fc i\u00e7ki i\u00e7miyor. Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn. Sipari\u015fimizi geldikten az sonra, kapkara g\u00f6zlerinden \u015fim\u015fekler \u00e7akan ama yine de bir omuzlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7ocuklar, ayakkab\u0131 boyac\u0131lar\u0131 belirdi. Cengiz\u2019e bir i\u015faretimle ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 boyatmaya karar verdik. \u00c7ocuklardan ikisi kendileri gibi \u00e7elimsiz boya sand\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 sevin\u00e7le koydular \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze.
\n\t\u201cNav\u00ea te \u00e7\u00eeye?\u201d dedi Cengiz.
\n\tBen, \u201cNe diyor bu?\u201d gibisinden \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n ona bakarken boyac\u0131 \u00e7ocuktan yan\u0131t geldi:
\n\t\u201cH\u00fcseyin.\u201d
\n\tCengiz, benim ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 boyayan \u00e7ocu\u011fa da ayn\u0131 soruyu sordu: \u201cNav\u00ea te \u00e7\u00eeye?\u201d
\n\t\u201cErdal,\u201d dedi \u00e7ocuk.
\n\tCengiz, dirse\u011fiyle beni d\u00fcrt\u00fcp f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.
\n\t\u201cBunlar K\u00fcrdo.\u201d
\n\t\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n yan\u0131nda Cengiz\u2019i azarlayamad\u0131m. Ama o, derslerden bilir. Derin bir soluk al\u0131p burnumdan soluyunca sinirlendi\u011fimi hemen anlad\u0131. Bizi izleyen \u00f6teki iki boyac\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011fa de sordu soruyu:
\n\t\u201cHakan.\u201d
\n\t\u201cY\u0131lmaz.\u201d
\n\tCengiz merakl\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n Ardahanl\u0131 olduklar\u0131n\u0131, Erdal\u2019\u0131n on bir karde\u015fi daha oldu\u011funu da \u00f6\u011frendik. Boya i\u00e7in on bin lira istiyorlard\u0131. Bu parayla ancak bi simit al\u0131n\u0131r. Sohbet ettim \u00e7ocuklarla. Sonra yirmi be\u015fer bin lira verdim. Sevindiler. Hoca oldu\u011fumu \u00f6\u011frenince ba\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6nlerine biraz daha d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, sayg\u0131dan. Ama okumaktan vazge\u00e7meyeceklerine s\u00f6z verirken \u00e7ok i\u00e7tendiler, kararl\u0131yd\u0131lar. Hele H\u00fcseyin:
\n\t\u201cKitap param\u0131 biriktiriyorum zaten. Ben anneme veriyorum. Annem de ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z oldu\u011funda gene bize harc\u0131yor.\u201d
\n\tNe\u015fem yerine gelmi\u015fti. \u00c7ocuklar gittikten sonra, biradan birka\u00e7 yudum daha ald\u0131m. Bulutlu, serin yaz gecelerinden biriydi. \u00c7ok mutluyum biliyorum. Biliyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc herkese sata\u015fmak, \u015f\u0131marmak istiyorum.
\n\t\u201c\u015eimdi bir de ya\u011fmur ya\u011fsa inceden inceden,\u201d dedim Cengiz\u2019e.
\n\t\u201cAman hocam, incecik \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z. Hadi ben gencim. Siz gene hasta olursunuz. Sin\u00fcsleriniz malum.\u201d
\n\tSinirlenmi\u015f pozu tak\u0131n\u0131p bakt\u0131m muzip g\u00f6zlerine Cengiz\u2019in. Surat\u0131n\u0131 yar\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Biray\u0131 diktim kafama.
\n\t\u201cBana bak, mendebur velet. Ben senin gibi ka\u00e7 genci cebimden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m aslan\u0131m. Benim ad\u0131m\u2026\u201d
\n\tTam o s\u0131rada garson yan\u0131m\u0131zda bitti.
\n\t\u201cNav\u00ea te \u00e7\u00eeye?\u201d diye sordum garsona.
\n\t\u201cPardon?\u201d Garson \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131.
\n\tBen g\u00fclmemek i\u00e7in zor tutuyorum kendimi. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde geveleyerek yineledim:
\n\t\u201cNav\u00ea te \u00e7\u00eeye?\u201d Garson yine anlamad\u0131.
\n\tCengiz, benim i\u00e7kili oldu\u011fum zaman \u00e7ocuktan beter \u00e7ocukla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilir. Yine azaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131 ki g\u00f6zlerini belertip ka\u015flar\u0131yla \u201cHay\u0131r, sak\u0131n yapmay\u0131n!\u201d diye i\u015faret etti.
\n\tAma art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7ti. \u0130\u00e7ti\u011fim biradan m\u0131d\u0131r, yoksa Ortak\u00f6y\u2019\u00fcn bol kimlikli b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcnden midir bilmem, \u015f\u0131marm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bir kez. Garsona d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, Cengiz\u2019in ka\u015f hareketlerini taklit ederek \u201cHesap l\u00fctfen,\u201d dedim. Garson hesab\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131p yan\u0131m\u0131zdan ayr\u0131l\u0131r ayr\u0131lmaz kahkahay\u0131 koyverdik.
\n\t\u0130\u015fte tam o s\u0131rada indi \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc. \u015eemsiyelerin alt\u0131na topland\u0131 herkes. Ama ya\u011fmur h\u0131zlan\u0131yordu, \u00fcstelik r\u00fczg\u00e2r da \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yandan, s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131zdan yiyorduk ya\u011fmuru, Sucuk gibi olmu\u015ftuk. A\u00e7\u0131k hava kafenin kapal\u0131 bir b\u00f6lmesi de varm\u0131\u015f. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n oraya ko\u015fu\u015fturdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u201cKo\u015f Cengiz, \u015fimdi denize u\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131z yoksa. Ko\u015f!\u201d dedim.
\n\t\u0130\u00e7eri girdi\u011fimizde, Ortak\u00f6y\u2019de hep ayn\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fede elden d\u00fc\u015fme kitap satan k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7l\u0131 gencin de oraya s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\n\tSordum: \u201cNav\u00ea te \u00e7\u00eeye?\u201d
\n\t\u201c\u00d6zg\u00fcr,\u201d dedi.
\n\tBen \u015f\u0131mar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan sormu\u015ftum. Ad\u0131 \u201c\u00d6zg\u00fcr\u201d ve kitap sat\u0131yor. Sevindim. Daha \u00e7ok \u015f\u0131marmal\u0131y\u0131m.
\n\tMidye sat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tezg\u00e2h\u0131yla ayn\u0131 dam alt\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n\tBen \u201cNav\u00ea te \u00e7\u00eeye?\u201d der demez, g\u00f6zleri \u0131\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n\t\u201cAdem,\u201d dedi.
\n\tBakt\u0131m ayakkab\u0131 boyac\u0131lar\u0131 Erdal, H\u00fcseyin, Hakan, Y\u0131lmaz, hepsi orada. Sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya bir \u00e7at\u0131 alt\u0131na toplanm\u0131\u015f gibiydi. d\u0131\u015farda garsonlar masalar\u0131, sandalyeleri ters \u00e7eviriyorlar, \u015femsiyeleri topluyorlard\u0131. Ortak\u00f6y denize ak\u0131yordu.
\n\tH\u00fcseyin\u2019e yakla\u015ft\u0131m, e\u011filip kula\u011f\u0131na bir \u015feyler f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m. G\u00fcld\u00fc. \u201c\u015eimdi \u00f6teki \u00e7ocuklara da s\u00f6yle, biraz e\u011flenelim,\u201d dedim.
\n\t\u201cTammam,\u201d dedi.
\n\tTeklifimi arkada\u015flar\u0131na aktard\u0131. Boya sand\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 Cengiz\u2019e emanet ettik ve kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine dald\u0131k.
\n\tBiz \u00e7ocuklar, sevin\u00e7 i\u00e7inde, bir \u00e7at\u0131 alt\u0131nda beklenmedik, beklenmedik oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de do\u011fal bir rit\u00fceli payla\u015fan insanlar\u0131n oras\u0131ndan buras\u0131ndan \u00e7eki\u015ftirip sormaya ba\u015flad\u0131k:
\n\t\u201cNav\u00ea te \u00e7\u00eeye?\u201d
\n\t\u0130nsanlar \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131. \u201cEfendim?\u201d \u201cPardon?\u201d \u201cNe diyorsun yavrum?\u201d diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k veriyorlard\u0131. Biz de hemen yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorduk yan\u0131t\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, g\u00fclmekten k\u0131r\u0131la k\u0131r\u0131la:
\n\t\u201cZ\u0131zzzt Erenk\u00f6y!\u201d
\n\tCengiz\u2019le ben eve d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131nday\u0131z. A\u011fz\u0131m kulaklar\u0131mda. Tuttuklar\u0131 tak\u0131m galip geldi diye dura\u011f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeki su birikintisi \u00fczerinden arabalar\u0131yla bile bile h\u0131zla ge\u00e7ip duraktakileri s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam eden gen\u00e7lere k\u0131zam\u0131yorum. Her yan\u0131mdan sular damlarken kahkahalarla g\u00fcl\u00fcyorum. Hep \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc olmay\u0131 meziyet bilen Cengiz de \u00f6yle.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
NAW\u00ca TE \u00c7\u00ceYE? \u00d6\u011frencim Cengiz ziyaretime geldi ge\u00e7enlerde. Nas\u0131l \u00f6zlemi\u015fiz birbirimizi. Sohbetten sonra eve s\u0131\u011famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u201cHocam, gelin \u0130stanbul\u2019a atal\u0131m kendimizi, yitelim,\u201d dedi. Avare y\u00fcre\u011fim Cengiz\u2019in geli\u015fiyle iyice azm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7medi kendimizi Ortak\u00f6y\u2019de bulduk. Ortak\u00f6y \u015fenlik. Ortak\u00f6y bayram yeri. Ortak\u00f6y insan panay\u0131r\u0131. Orada yitebilmek i\u00e7in o c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015fe kat\u0131labilmek gerekli, g\u00f6zlem yap\u0131nca olmuyor. Bir kafeye oturup … <\/p>\n