Z\u00dcMR\u00dcD\u00dcANKA<\/p>\n
G\u00f6ldeki canavar\u0131 aramak \u00fczere gitti\u011fimiz Van\u2019da \u00f6yle bir kar\u015f\u0131land\u0131k ki sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan da \u00f6nemli oldu\u011fumuzu anlad\u0131k. Do\u011fu Anadolu\u2019nun bu g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli beldesini nihayet gezece\u011fim diye i\u00e7im i\u00e7ime s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu.
\n\tBa\u015fkentten gelen \u00f6\u011fretim \u00fcyeleriydik biz, farkl\u0131yd\u0131k. Giyim ku\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z, konu\u015fmam\u0131z, yere bas\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, insanlara selam veri\u015fimiz, yemek yerken \u00e7atal\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 kavray\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, bedenlerimizden yay\u0131lan bu\u011fu, her \u015feyimiz farkl\u0131yd\u0131 i\u015fte. Ha\u015fmet ak\u0131yordu her yan\u0131m\u0131zdan. Bize g\u00f6sterilen ilgi de bunu kan\u0131tl\u0131yordu zaten. Hal\u0131c\u0131da, en iyi hal\u0131y\u0131, kilimi bir bak\u0131\u015fta se\u00e7ebiliyorduk. Kuyumcuda, yal\u0131n zevkimizi onca de\u011fi\u015fik kuyum i\u00e7inden i\u015flenmemi\u015f firuzeyi se\u00e7erek, alt\u0131na de\u011fil eski g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fe meylederek, Uzak do\u011fu\u2019dan ithal p\u0131rlanta ta\u015fl\u0131 saat yerine, ad\u0131 san\u0131 belli olmayan bir \u00e7oban\u0131n \u00e7ak\u0131s\u0131yla oyup i\u015fledi\u011fi s\u0131radan ta\u015flar\u0131 se\u00e7erek ve biz kuyumcunun ikram\u0131 \u0131hlamuru i\u00e7erken i\u00e7eri giren iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm k\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn derdine \u00e7are olarak g\u00f6steriyorduk ba\u015fkentli ki\u015fili\u011fimizi, kibar erkimizi.
\n\tK\u00f6yl\u00fc, yer yar\u0131lsa da i\u00e7ine girsem der gibiydi. Cebinden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski bir madeni paray\u0131 memleketlisi kuyumcuya uzatt\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde geveleyerek, \u201c\u015eey, \u015f\u0131h verdi, ne ider bu?\u201d diye sordu. Kuyumcu paray\u0131 evirdi \u00e7evirdi. \u201cBe\u015f para etmez,\u201d dedi. K\u00f6yl\u00fc, sanki son \u00fcmidi de t\u00fckenmi\u015f gibi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fip d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kacakken kolunu kavrad\u0131m, madeni paray\u0131 sat\u0131n ald\u0131m. \u00d6yle yapmay\u0131p da haline ac\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan cebine biraz para s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rsayd\u0131m, adam kendisini dilenci sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Biz bal gibi de farkl\u0131yd\u0131k i\u015fte. Vanl\u0131lar da bunu anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve bu y\u00fczden bizi nas\u0131l a\u011f\u0131rlayacaklar\u0131n\u0131 bilemediler. Zeytinli yahniler, kavurmalar, tel kaday\u0131flar. Daha ilk g\u00fcnden milyonlarca liral\u0131k al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f yapt\u0131k. Neden \u00e7itlerle \u00e7evrili oldu\u011funu anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kalenin \u00e7evresinde dola\u015ft\u0131k. G\u00fcneydo\u011fu Anadolu\u2019dan g\u00f6\u00e7enlerin konaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kamp alan\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evresindeki demirlere as\u0131l\u0131 ve karak\u0131\u015f so\u011fu\u011funda kemikle\u015fmi\u015f reng\u00e2renk giysiler \u00f6n\u00fcnde poz poz foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektirdik. Bir dedi\u011fimizi iki etmedi Vanl\u0131lar.
\n\t\u0130lk gece, Van G\u00f6l\u00fc\u2019ne bakan odamda, canavar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek uyudum. R\u00fcyamda deprem oluyordu ve ak sakall\u0131 bir dede beni uyar\u0131p son anda binadan \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131yordu. Sabahleyin kahvalt\u0131da r\u00fcyam\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, arkada\u015flar hi\u00e7 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rmad\u0131. Gece hafif de olsa ger\u00e7ekten bir deprem olmu\u015ftu. Ben de, onlara g\u00f6re, yar\u0131 uyku halindeyken depremi hissetmi\u015f, sonra uykuya dal\u0131nca, ger\u00e7ekle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bana kal\u0131rsa, son derece mistik, ger\u00e7ek\u00fcst\u00fc bir \u015feyler ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Hatta ibr evliya, o kadar ki\u015fi aras\u0131ndan beni se\u00e7mi\u015fti uyarmak i\u00e7in. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n bu ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc ya\u015fant\u0131m\u0131 daha fazla s\u0131radanla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p \u00f6nemsizle\u015ftirmelerine izin veremezdim.
\n\tKahvalt\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7abucak bitirdim ve g\u00f6l\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda sabah\u0131n ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131nda gezinmeye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Sis \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc Van\u2019\u0131n ve g\u00f6l\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcne. Siste yaln\u0131zca kale g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Ba\u015fka bir zaman dilimindeydim. B\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kaleden alam\u0131yordum. Birden, kaleden bana do\u011fru u\u00e7an bir yarat\u0131k g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7evremde d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc alamad\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131ndaki reng\u00e2renk anten gibi t\u00fcylerden, k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kuyru\u011fundan, mavi-ye\u015fil g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnden. F\u0131r f\u0131r d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu \u00e7evremde, sonra y\u00fckseliyor, bana do\u011fru s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor, yeniden d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Donakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. B\u00f6yle bir yarat\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fcmde g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. \u00c7ok farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Hele \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Bamba\u015fkayd\u0131. Anka m\u0131yd\u0131 ki? Cebimden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve bir \u015e\u0131h\u2019\u0131n oldu\u011fu s\u00f6ylenen madeni paray\u0131 elimde f\u0131r f\u0131r d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcn ayr\u0131m\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bir ayak sesi duydum. Beyazlar giymi\u015f, ak sakall\u0131 bir ihtiyar duruyordu arkamda. R\u00fcyamda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm evliyan\u0131n ta kendisiydi. Bu u\u00e7an yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131, ne oldu\u011funu o bilmeyecekti de kim bilecekti. Yepyeni bir heyecan kaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 her yan\u0131m\u0131. Tipi de iyiden iyiye bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ok farkl\u0131 bir ya\u015fant\u0131dan ge\u00e7iyordum. Ben, se\u00e7ilmi\u015ftim sanki. Sordum:
\n\t\u201cSiz bural\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, de\u011fil mi? Buralar\u0131 iyi bilirsiniz. S\u00f6yler misiniz bu u\u00e7an yarat\u0131k nedir?\u201d
\n\tHeyecandan kalbim duracak gibiydi. Ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktas\u0131yd\u0131 bu. Art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey eskisi gibi olmayacakt\u0131. T\u00fcm ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirecek bir \u015feyler \u00f6\u011frenecektim. Evliya, bir u\u00e7an yarat\u0131\u011fa bakt\u0131, bir bana ve kendinden son derece emin, tok bir sesle yan\u0131tlad\u0131 sorumu:
\n\t\u201cHa, o mu? Gu\u015f.\u201d
\n\tElimdeki paraya bakt\u0131m. Bir maden par\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131 i\u015fte. Paray\u0131 g\u00f6le att\u0131m. Sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm: Ku\u015f da gitmi\u015fti, evliya da.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Z\u00dcMR\u00dcD\u00dcANKA G\u00f6ldeki canavar\u0131 aramak \u00fczere gitti\u011fimiz Van\u2019da \u00f6yle bir kar\u015f\u0131land\u0131k ki sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan da \u00f6nemli oldu\u011fumuzu anlad\u0131k. Do\u011fu Anadolu\u2019nun bu g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli beldesini nihayet gezece\u011fim diye i\u00e7im i\u00e7ime s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu. Ba\u015fkentten gelen \u00f6\u011fretim \u00fcyeleriydik biz, farkl\u0131yd\u0131k. Giyim ku\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z, konu\u015fmam\u0131z, yere bas\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, insanlara selam veri\u015fimiz, yemek yerken \u00e7atal\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 kavray\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, bedenlerimizden yay\u0131lan bu\u011fu, her \u015feyimiz farkl\u0131yd\u0131 i\u015fte. Ha\u015fmet … <\/p>\n