SEZEN AKSU: \u015e\u0130FA TASI
\nYusuf Eradam
\nwww.yusuferadam.com<\/p>\n
Sezen Aksu art\u0131k bir Dar\u00fc\u015f\u015fafakal\u0131. O da Dar\u00fc\u015f\u015fafaka fikrinin daim olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7abalayan herkes kadar \u201cDa\u00e7kal\u0131\u201d \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc vard\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u015fsiz zirvede her zaman yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi \u00e7ocuk kalbini, eme\u011fini, sesini, zaman\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ks\u00fcz ve yetimlerimizi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flarla okutan derne\u011fimize ay\u0131r\u0131yor, 3 Aral\u0131k 2008 \u00c7ar\u015famba gecesinde. \u015eefkat yuvas\u0131na gidiyor \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fifa tas\u0131 oldu\u011funun fark\u0131nda.
\nSezen\u2019in sesi tanr\u0131 fikri gibi i\u015fler bilincimize. \u0130nan\u0131rsan, seversen vard\u0131r. Herkesin onunla ilgili bir an\u0131s\u0131, bir sevinci, ne\u015fesi, h\u00fczn\u00fc mutlaka vard\u0131r. Sezen ile uyumu\u015f kalkm\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Sezen ile kimi ger\u00e7eklere aym\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Kara kutulara girip \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f\u0131z da sonra ayd\u0131nl\u0131klara, bahar dallar\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ya\u015fam sevinci ile.
\n\u0130konlar\u0131 anlat\u0131rken, pop\u00fcler k\u00fclt\u00fcr dersime ata yadig\u00e2r\u0131 bir \u015fifa tas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm. Elden ele dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m derste. Hikmetli nesnelere \u00f6rnektir diye. Sezen, i\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir hikmetli nesnedir. \u015eifa tas\u0131n\u0131n asl\u0131d\u0131r. Asl\u0131 deyi\u015fimi de a\u00e7\u0131klayay\u0131m. Ben bu yadig\u00e2r \u015fifa tas\u0131 belki para eder diye satmaya yeltendim. \u00dczerinde Arap\u00e7a yaz\u0131lar, dualar var ya, para eder sand\u0131m. Maddi de\u011feri yokmu\u015f \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bendeki tas, asl\u0131n\u0131n kopyas\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Fakat kopya bile olsa \u015fifa verme \u00f6zelli\u011fi varm\u0131\u015f, asl\u0131 kadar olmasa da. \u0130nan\u0131rsan, seversen \u00f6yleymi\u015f.
\nYapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015flere bak\u0131nca Sezen, pop\u00fcler k\u00fclt\u00fcr i\u00e7inde de d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da, bir arketiptir, ilk \u00f6rnektir. \u015eifa tas\u0131n\u0131n asl\u0131d\u0131r. Sahicili\u011fi ile kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 dokunulmazl\u0131ktan \u00f6yledir. \u0130\u015f sadece hay\u0131r yapmakla bitseydi, herkes \u015fifa tas\u0131 olurdu. \u015eiirimizde G\u00fclten Ak\u0131n, tiyatromuzda Macide Tan\u0131r ne ise, m\u00fczi\u011fimizde de Sezen Aksu ayn\u0131 yerdedir. Kibele kad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z, annelerimiz. Da\u00e7kal\u0131lar i\u00e7in Fettah Ayta\u00e7 ya da Naz\u0131ma Antel gibidirler. Bizi toparlad\u0131klar\u0131, bizleri kay\u0131ts\u0131z \u015farts\u0131z ve hep sevdikleri i\u00e7in.
\n\u201cKaybolan y\u0131llar\u201d adl\u0131 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kom\u015fumuz kasab\u0131n televizyonundan izleyi\u015fim ile hayat\u0131ma girmi\u015f, \u00d6rovizyon ser\u00fcveni i\u00e7inde de 1983 ve 84 y\u0131llar\u0131nda ayn\u0131 finalde benim \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m gibi o da elenmi\u015f. Ben hep istemi\u015fim o kazans\u0131n. Taraf tutarak da b\u00fcy\u00fcyorsunuz ya da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcyorsunuz ya. Y\u0131l 1993 olmu\u015f sonra. Mad\u0131mak Oteli\u2019nde \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ard\u0131ndan, Metin Alt\u0131ok\u2019un cenazesinde y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kula\u011f\u0131mda yine onun sesi var. Ertesi y\u0131l, Las Vegas\u2019ta kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rmal\u0131 T\u00fcrk-Amerikan Edebiyat\u0131 dersi verirken finali Sezen\u2019in \u201cMasum De\u011filiz Hi\u00e7birimiz\u201d \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 ile ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiriyorum. \u0130ngilizceye \u00e7evirdi\u011fim \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zleri Amerikal\u0131 \u00f6\u011frencilerimi de a\u011flat\u0131yor. \u00d6tekile\u015ftirme illeti, her an her yerde \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.
\nBu illetin her t\u00fcrl\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn art\u0131k saplant\u0131 derecesinde can d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131m olu\u015fu can\u0131m\u0131n yanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndand\u0131r. Ben derslerimde bu konular\u0131 de\u015ftik\u00e7e, ba\u015f\u0131 \u201cDink\u201d \u00f6\u011frencilerim i\u015fte bu y\u00fczden ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011ferler. T\u0131pk\u0131 Mad\u0131mak\u2019ta yitirdi\u011fimiz Muhsin Akarsu\u2019nun k\u0131z\u0131 \u00c7\u0131nar\u2019\u0131n DTCF\u2019deki derslerimde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi. Ba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015fen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z olmas\u0131n art\u0131k \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 kederden \u00f6ne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck\u00e7e bizim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z utan\u00e7tan kalkmayacak yerden. G\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelemeyece\u011fiz onlarla. Sezen Aksu, biraz da bu y\u00fczden elden ele dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131las\u0131 bir \u015fifa tas\u0131d\u0131r. Herkesi kucaklayan bir evliya, \u201ck\u00e2lbi ekber\u201d bir varl\u0131k haline gelmi\u015ftir
\n\u201cDar\u00fc\u015f\u015fafaka yarar\u0131na yapacak bir \u015feyleriniz hep vard\u0131r!\u201d slogan\u0131 daha g\u00fczel bir T\u00fcrkiye \u00e7orbas\u0131nda tuzunuzun olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmek anlam\u0131na gelir. Bug\u00fcn Da\u00e7ka mezunlar\u0131n\u0131n ka\u00e7 tanesi kendi \u00e7ocu\u011funa da yoksulluk, yoksunluk \u00e7ektirmi\u015ftir? Hemen hepsi ailelerine yetti\u011fi gibi kendilerine gelecek sa\u011flayan bu kuruma maddi manevi katk\u0131da bulunabilmek i\u00e7in geri d\u00f6nerler. Bu \u201cgeri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u201d ba\u015ftan garanti bu cemiyet, T\u00fcrkiye Cumhuriyeti\u2019mizin temel ilkelerini her zaman savunmu\u015ftur. Kald\u0131 ki Dar\u00fc\u015f\u015fafakal\u0131 olmak mezun olmay\u0131 da gerektirmiyor. O ailenin b\u00fct\u00fcn T\u00fcrkiye\u2019yi kucaklayan bir aile oldu\u011funu bilmek yeterli. Dar\u00fc\u015f\u015fafaka\u2019da okumu\u015f herkes ve Sezen Aksu gibi b\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u011f\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z, ideolojilerden, siyasetten ve iktidar ili\u015fkilerinden ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z ve sadece \u00f6ks\u00fcz yetim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n, haliyle de T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin gelece\u011fi i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar. Sezen Aksu, bu y\u00fcre\u011fini daha \u00f6nce defalarca g\u00f6sterdi. Bir kavrama d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fen Cumartesi Anneleri i\u00e7in de s\u00f6yledi, okuyamayan do\u011fulu k\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in de, \u201c\u00dcnzile\u201d olmas\u0131nlar diye, karalar ba\u011flamas\u0131nlar diye.
\nBizim de ona sahip \u00e7\u0131kmak, borcumuz de\u011fil, hakk\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. Ona laf eden biri ile ili\u015fkilerimizi yeniden g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irmedik mi, hatta bu ili\u015fkimizi bitirmedik mi? 2002 y\u0131l\u0131nda Paris\u2019te bir ortak arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z sayesinde caz\u0131n usta m\u00fczisyenlerinden Aldo Romano\u2019nun evine davetliyiz. Aldo Romano bize yemek yapacak, \u00fcstelik g\u0131rtlak kanseri ameliyat\u0131ndan sonra. Ben yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131na giderken, k\u00fclt\u00fcrel vars\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131nabilir \u00f6rneklerini yan\u0131mda g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm ve da\u011f\u0131t\u0131r\u0131m. Aldo\u2019ya g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek bir \u015feyim kalmam\u0131\u015f. Sadece Sezen\u2019in o y\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kan \u201c\u015eark\u0131 S\u00f6ylemek L\u00e2z\u0131m\u201d alb\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc kimseye vermeye k\u0131yamam\u0131\u015f\u0131m; Paris\u2019i gezerken onu dinliyorum ya. Aldo ustan\u0131n zarafetine kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k ne yapmam gerekir? Biricikli\u011fine denk ne olabilir? Sezen\u2019in alb\u00fcm\u00fc tabii ki. Yemek \u00f6ncesi verdim ustaya arma\u011fan\u0131n\u0131. \u0130\u015fi g\u00fcc\u00fc b\u0131rak\u0131p CD\u2019yi hemen dinlemek istedi. Piyanosunun ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7ip ilk \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n ana temas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131verdi. \u201cH\u0131mm, yetmi\u015fli y\u0131llar\u0131n sound\u2019u ile d\u00fczenlemi\u015fler, g\u00fczel!\u201d dedi. Be\u011fendi. Sevindim. Ama Paris\u2019i birlikte gezdi\u011fim arkada\u015f\u0131m dellendi. Paris tatilinde bile, hele hele b\u00f6yle \u00f6zel bir gecede Sezen\u2019i duymak onu kahretti. Sezen\u2019i sevmezmi\u015f me\u011fer. Arkada\u015f\u0131m o gece hayat\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u015eair dostum Salih Bolat\u2019\u0131n bestelemeyi bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc bitiremedi\u011fim \u015fiirinden iki dize ile yan\u0131tlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m onun bu \u00e7irkin tepkisini: \u201cSen bu sevday\u0131 kald\u0131ramazs\u0131n\/ Y\u00fcre\u011fin yetmez.\u201d Madem sevemiyorsun, sevebilme ustalar\u0131n\u0131 da salt hasetten d\u00fcnyana alamazs\u0131n. \u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da, o gece arkada\u015f\u0131mdan g\u00fczel bir intikam da al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f me\u011fer. Sonradan k\u0131s k\u0131s g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm bundand\u0131r.
\nBir kitap derim ben, Sezen Aksu \u015fifa tas\u0131 oldu\u011fu kadar, oku oku bitirilemeyesi bir kitapt\u0131r da; \u015fairdir, s\u00f6z yazar\u0131 de\u011fil. De\u011ferimizi, g\u00fczelli\u011fimizi hep \u201csezen\u201d ile \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz bu y\u00fczden. Arkada\u015f\u0131m, ablam, annem, sevgilim, kom\u015fum, tanr\u0131\u00e7am. B\u00fct\u00fcn anlamlar\u0131 ile Sezen\u2019in sesi, bir zemheri k\u0131\u015fta sobadan gelen s\u0131cakt\u0131r; s\u0131rt\u0131m boran savurur, y\u00fcz\u00fcm kestane kavurur ya, \u00f6yle i\u015fte. Belki \u015fimdi unuttuk o sobal\u0131 g\u00fcnlerimizi. O halde \u201canac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp \u00e7ok dikkat edece\u011fiz\u201d ve gelece\u011fimize sahip \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131z. Hikmetli nesnedir Sezen Aksu. Pop\u00fcler ikonlar\u0131n her an her yerde olabilme \u00f6zelli\u011fine ku\u015fkusuz o da sahiptir. Bu \u015fifa tas\u0131n\u0131n taklitleri, kopyalar\u0131 da gereklidir. Sanat yap\u0131tlar\u0131, \u015fark\u0131 olsun, tablo olsun, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 daha iyi bir yere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrme yolunda ba\u015fka yap\u0131tlara, ba\u015fka sa\u011flam y\u00fcreklere de esin kayna\u011f\u0131 olmal\u0131.
\nMemet\u2019e s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibi, biz de \u201csonsuz n\u00f6betteyiz!\u201d Sezen gibi biz de tan\u0131r\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fcmemi\u015f \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, seksen-be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Cumhuriyetimiz gibi \u201c\u00e7ocuk y\u00fcz\u00fcnden.\u201d Kedi yavrular\u0131 gibi, huzur ve g\u00fcveni \u015fefk\u00e2tli \u015fifa taslar\u0131nda bulu\u015fumuz bu y\u00fczdendir. Derleyip toparlayan, bizi bir arada tutan bu \u015fifa tas\u0131n\u0131n anlamlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7o\u011faltmak, iyiyi \u00e7o\u011faltmak demektir. Depremi engellemek haddimiz olmayabilir, ama faili me\u00e7hul cinayetlerin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7meye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak, hangi felaketin geride kalan \u00f6ks\u00fcz\u00fc, yetimi olurlarsa olsunlar, \u00e7ocuklara sahip \u00e7\u0131kmak ile ayn\u0131 de\u011ferdedir. \u0130nsaniyet bunu gerektirir. Sezen de, insand\u0131r ya, insanl\u0131k g\u00f6revini yapmaktad\u0131r. Bize d\u00fc\u015fen ise, t\u0131pk\u0131 mutfakta bula\u015f\u0131k y\u0131karken onun bir \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n nakarat\u0131n\u0131 yineleyi\u015fimiz gibi, onun yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 irticalen taklit etmektir.
\n Ge\u00e7en y\u0131l yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir haiku s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6zetleyip toparlay\u0131versin.
\nA\u00e7 beni \u00f6zenle
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SEZEN AKSU: \u015e\u0130FA TASI Yusuf Eradam www.yusuferadam.com Sezen Aksu art\u0131k bir Dar\u00fc\u015f\u015fafakal\u0131. O da Dar\u00fc\u015f\u015fafaka fikrinin daim olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7abalayan herkes kadar \u201cDa\u00e7kal\u0131\u201d \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc vard\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u015fsiz zirvede her zaman yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi \u00e7ocuk kalbini, eme\u011fini, sesini, zaman\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ks\u00fcz ve yetimlerimizi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flarla okutan derne\u011fimize ay\u0131r\u0131yor, 3 Aral\u0131k 2008 \u00c7ar\u015famba gecesinde. \u015eefkat yuvas\u0131na gidiyor \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fifa tas\u0131 oldu\u011funun … <\/p>\n